I’ve already warned you
that I like Kierkegaard. I pray that you
are not tired of him yet. He wrote this
prayer and I think it speaks to us as we make the next step in our journey,
this voyage with each other and God.
Preserve me, Lord, from
the deceit of thinking that by being prudent and looking after my own interests
I am necessarily using my talents aright. The one who takes risks for your sake
may appear to lose, but is accepted by you. The other who risks nothing appears
to gain by prudence, but is rejected by you. So let me not think that by
avoiding risk I am better than the other. Grant me to see that this is an
illusion, and save me from such a snare. Amen.
What dear Soren has said is consistent with Jesus in the gospel we’ve
been reading on Sundays this year. “For whoever would save his life will lose it, and whoever
loses his life for my sake will find it.” Matthew 16:25 RSV.
Can we
take a moment and consider the extent to which we have used “prudence and
looking after our own interests” as the baseline for our decisions
together? Can we ask if we have taken a
risk? (By the way I think we have taken
some risks, so being honest about our answers doesn’t require us to be harsh or
to lay blame on anyone.) But we need to
know who, when and how. Knowing the
risks we’ve already taken allows us to stand on the shoulders of so many who
were faithful before us.
For me it
means learning to live on less and asking for help before I try to “do it
myself.” It means risking a self-image
built from and for defense. For some it might
mean real courage to step through real fears triggered by real hard times, debt
and even loneliness. For others it might
mean choosing their commitments before all the numbers are in.
It might
help to understand that most “risk management” models would have us avoiding
failure or minimizing its effects, a safe strategy. And I’m not advocating
recklessness or carelessness. But I’m
wondering how we can push a little, maybe a lot into taking a new risk in our
lives with God.
We are about to set sail with God on a voyage much of which is unknown
at this point. We know what we are
allowing our selves to hope: for financial stability, expanded outreach, more
worship, stronger programs, increased collaboration with our neighbors,
full-time compensation for our priest, etc.
Are we just as much allowing ourselves to hope that in joining those
faithful ones who have gone before us we are taking our own risks in this
moment?
November 2 is set for you and your shipmates to gather in a special
“All Saints on Deck” meeting to share what has been learned and to invite each
other on Advent’s voyage. Our time will begin at 10:30am with worship in Holy Eucharist streamlined to allow us to
finish the day in special session and still be dismissed as early as
12:15pm. We will share the
same summary the vestry has used to draft a budget, get a quick review of that
draft, and share in prayers to help make those commitments of time, talent and
treasure for 2015 and beyond as we risk with God and voyage into a “new world”
of mission and ministry.